How did I get here?
I feel disgusting.
I can't stand the guilt
get rid of it
having no control
I hate myself
What the hell am I doing?
These crushed dreams
carbs, crunchy carbs
my body hates them
and make me fat
I have failed at everything
internalization of the negative
covered in a layer of guilt
cereal, cookies, poptarts, pretzels
punish me
the pain is never gone
my stomach hurts
I am fighting myself
so damn stupid about food
unhealthy hypocrite!
I dehydrate myself.
better if I were dead
I can't do anything right
Comfort me
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